I'm in a red sate. We're in the hot zone, and a lot of people just don't seem to care. It takes a lot of energy just to keep checking your intuition and reconfirming, yeah, you're being smart! A lot of the people partying are going to have a rude awakening. We've seen this happen over and over. I would rather die of covid knowing I did everything I could to protect the people I care about (which happens), than to die trying to tell myself it wasn't that party I went to or that store I casually shopped at that brought down my entire family...